PORN REVIEW! Crash Pad Series Episode 45: Dylan Ryan and Jiz Lee

This is my first porn review, as well as my first full episode of the Crash Pad Series! I have never been into porn much (the same way I wasn’t into sex toys till I started getting active on my blog!), so I was a bit hesitant to start watching an episode. It took me a solid few weeks to make the time to sit down and do it.

Before I knew about being an ethical porn consumer, I would occasionally go to the free porn sites and type in “lesbian sex”, but never saw any sex that resembled the kind I was having. I’ve always heard wonderful things about the Crash Pad Series, that they featured real queer performers and all different bodies, so I knew that if I was ever gonna love porn, this might be a good place to start. Ethical, inclusive, and queer-friendly? Sign me up! (more…)

The day before my mother’s murder, then and now.

June 15, 2006

I woke up, got dressed. I think I wore a blue sparkly tank top from Target with a white skirt. I went to my cousin’s middle school graduation. My cousin’s and I were super close at that time, they were always over at my house and I used to take my little cousin to school each morning in my mustang convertible. It was a celebratory time, as graduations usually are.  My mom was mad that she couldn’t attend because of work, but she had the next day, Friday, off of work to go to her brother’s graduation. We went to lunch, I think it was at Islands but I can’t remember for sure. Then we went to see Cars in the theatre. (more…)

It’s a wrap- May 2018. Masturbation, Sexting & THIS IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING

May was masturbation month, and boy did I do a lot of it! Why?

Well, I got a lovely box to review which came with my new favorite toy (keep an eye out for my review coming up in two weeks!). Every time a company sends me a new vibrator, it quickly becomes my new favorite(LOL). I think it’s because I still have about 10 toys altogether. I’m a newbie. A very happy, easy to impress newbie. I’m sure that will change with time and I will eventually find a vibrator I don’t like.

I also made my grand return back to Chaturbate and have been webcamming again. This also led to tons of masturbation, most of the time with an audience. So I think Masturbation May went quite well on my end! (more…)

My Astrology Reading + a GIVEAWAY, yay!

I’ve been interested in astrology for a very long time. Mostly just me reading my weekly horoscope, looking up zodiac compatibility, or laughing over my typical Leo traits. When I started seeing people talking about their birth charts and moon/sun/rising signs (seems like it’s happening more and more these days, or maybe I’m just starting to notice the rise in popularity), I tried to google my own and kept getting confused by all the information.

The last few years of my healing journey, I’ve been open to basically anything that helps me better understand myself, so this was right up my alley. Thankfully, Natha and I followed each other on Instagram and started to talk about a reading. (more…)

Love in Cemeteries

Last night I was crying before bed. I start crying about one thing, and then move to the next, and then eventually land at my mom’s murder. Not every time, but most of the time I end up there. The saddest story of my life. So there I was, crying and comforting myself in the blanket when I thought “I wish my mom was still here. What would it be like if she were?”
I spiraled down the dark rabbit hole of questions. (more…)