I planned to stop taking my meds again after California, and then I forgot to take them yesterday and felt really awful. So, I am going to keep taking them. (For now. This changes daily it seems) I talked to my therapist about how one psychiatrist said I might not be bipolar, and what a […]
I feel tugging. And numbness. And pain. I am screaming and trying to move my body as they hold me down. The whole time I’ve been here I’ve been trying to make eye contact with someone, any nurse or doctor, anyone, but no one will look at me. It’s like they’re looking at me, but […]
As I go through and do some first edits for the memoir I’m working on about my mother’s murder and my attempted murder, I will be posting excerpts on my patreon. <3 When I get home, I park my car, go inside, lock the door, walk to the left, through the hallway, through my […]
I was on a lovely podcast with Mandi of the Mourning Meeting. Content warning: graphic violence It was so nice to be able to tell my story and I hope it is helpful for others who may be experiencing grief and traumatic loss. You can listen to the episode here: Experiencing Murder and Attempted Murder […]
I’ve said this before, but I think this is the real issue with most things that are violent that I see on the news and in documentaries/movies/TV I no longer have the option of filtering out these scary horrific things in the world. I used to think “These things happen to other people” and feel […]