Watching True Crime stories as a survivor of attempted murder

I’ve said this before, but I think this is the real issue with most things that are violent that I see on the news and in documentaries/movies/TV I no longer have the option of filtering out these scary horrific things in the world. I used to think “These things happen to other people” and feel […]

Finally Settled

We are finally settled in Baltimore. Our bedroom set was delivered, just waiting for another dresser and nightstand. My office is functioning and I have all my stuff around me. It feels like me. It feels like home. When we’ve visited here in the past I have always  loved it, I just really missed my […]

20 min stream of consciousness: the tugging

this one really gutted me and my memory is so bad, it scares me. But I really wanted to share it in all of its unedited glory. —- they cut my clothes off but i’m not embarrassed or afraid. it’s like i’m going to die anyway so what’s left to lose. i’m actually kind of […]