20 min stream of consciousness: the tugging

this one really gutted me and my memory is so bad, it scares me. But I really wanted to share it in all of its unedited glory. —- they cut my clothes off but i’m not embarrassed or afraid. it’s like i’m going to die anyway so what’s left to lose. i’m actually kind of […]

my mom’s blue jacket (grief)

I pull out a box from the closet of my mom’s things. I am immediately stressed out to see her belongings. I know I can’t hold on to everything. My place is too small and having clutter freaks me out. It’s like her stuff speaks to me through the container and I want it gone. […]

Mother’s Day Grief Chat/ Vlog

I’ll be starting to do monthly grief chat vlogs. I think it’s important to acknowledge my grief and maybe it can help others or start a conversation along the way. I hope to have guests join me as time passes. Thank you for watching, be sure to subscribe! Subscribe to my Youtube Channel